Love Me Not - SchoolBoy Q x TiRon
(via michaelofthemiclat)
In life, you’re considered lucky if you find one true friend that will always be there for you. I’ve wasted time on being there for people who wouldn’t reciprocate the favor. Or remember when my birthday was.
Being with you uplifts this spirit in me that I didn’t even know existed. I can’t begin to explain to you the things you do to the blood rushing through my body. Your touch sends these electric shocks through my veins and sends pulses to my heart. The way you touch me brings me to a place of comfort that I reside to in my darkest moments. I may not be the most confident lady as I am insecure about a lot of things, but you have a way of making me feel beautiful regardless of what I wear or how my makeup is. Your touch is enough to pull myself together when I feel that everything is falling apart. Your constant presence reminds me that I’m not living just for me anymore- I’m living for you, for us. And that in itself motivates me to be the best wife I can be.
I just can’t even begin to explain how much I love you. Sometimes I lay in my bed for hours, drowning myself in music, and thoughts of you. How your side profile is so strong. How the broadness of your shoulders turns me utterly insane. How the taste of your lips reminds me of what heaven must feel like. How your incredibly beautiful mind is inspirational. How your strength gives you depth and makes you real. Your eloquent way of speaking resembles waves crashing into each other, bringing me peace to my mind. I love looking at you. When I look at you, flashes come before my eyes and puts me in a daze I don’t want to wake up from. This moment isn’t for too long, but it stays in the depths of my heart and awakens my soul. Images of those picture perfect moments we’ve had come into my head. I love all the times we’ve laughed uncontrollably. I remember all those times you put your pride away when I was dead wrong just so you can hug me and squeeze all the sadness I feel. I appreciate all the memories we’ve made. Before you, I never knew I could show someone the complete me, and still stay. You’re not only here to stay, you’re here to give me the unconditional love I need. Although, I try to act mature and grown up, you still know that I’m a little girl at the heard. And that I enjoy those romantic movies, that I get scared at night, that I want a puppy, and that green apple blowpops are my favorite lollipops. No one knows every detail about me, but you do. I’ve never met someone as special as yourself. You deserve everything and you know I doubt myself a lot. Why would someone with as much knowledge and experience as you settle for someone like me? But, as days pass, I tend not to dwell on this because you reassure me about my importance and my place. I’m naive about a lot of things, but I know that I wouldn’t be able to let you go, ever. You’re my other half and my best friend.